the smoothness x)

finally! wayne let me drove his car. BUT, around the college carpark. i think in level P4. LOL. cause not much cars park there and well, big enuf space for me to drive around and play.he didnt let me drive for the first few times i asked him, because well, he loves his car and furthermore, i dont have a freaking license. so yea, he didnt trust my driving. hey, i KNOW how to drive okayy. MANUAL! credits to my personal instructor (you know who you are) :)

well so, i got into the driver's seat, waited for wayne to get in and then, i was blurred for a moment.

things that went across my mind

"clutch first, then first gear"
"this is the brake that's the accelerator"
"wait, i dont feel any clutch"
"gears. D. N. P. R."
"what the f*"
i forgot. wayne's car is an auto car!!

DAMN! im sooooo used to manual. =.- =.-

and also, to top it off
VOIS is reallllllyyyyyyyy freakinggggggggg smooth!!!!!
making a turn, just going straight
damn
ORGASMIC

THANKS WAYNE!! :)

here we go again

bla bla bla.

here we go again.

cheers to you. cheers to me.

but, back at you.

make my day, nohh?

lazy update yet

so that's all

boundaries

boundaries
by henry cloud

one of my friends was reading this book during our lunch at an indonesian cuisine shop called - padang.

big feast, no? :)
rendang!! food was nice, but it was ex lo.
but, oh wells, at least i tried indon food. :)

flipped thru the book and find it rather interesting. my opinion, this book makes sense la. cause well, look at the cover page - TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE. sometimes i just feel like someone else is taking control of it, subconsciously. and, no, i'm not gonna let that happen.

please.
the world doesn't just revolve around you.
patience is a virtue.
grasp that virtue.

i want you
now
NOW
NOW
where's mr.genieinthebottle when i need him?

shitass 20/11

IM SORRY SIR!

well well well. today had kitchen class, but today my fellow companion in eating, rainbow and i didnt get to eat as much as last class. well, cause we were too busy firing all the desserts and gosh, some ppl are piggier than us. enuf said.

moral class started tensed! mr.adrian was super angry with some students who didnt not check their email addresses with the program office which caused them not to have the password for our online assessment. he shouted at the whole class USING A MICROPHONE, gosh, his normal voice is already loud enough but yet he used a microphone and shouted. it was really scary because it looks like he could just throw the microphone at anyone of us anytime. basically he was just like TNT waiting to tick off.

but as the class progressed, his mood became better. :) thank god. our topic for today was abt religion and beliefs and he was on Buddhism. he was talking abt the FOUR NOBLE TRUTHS which are - full of suffering, causes of suffering, end of suffering(attainment of nirvana) and way to end suffering. so he was going around asking students "ARE YOU SUFFERING NOW?" *yes indeed. tension in the air man "WHAT'S THE CAUSE OF THIS SUFFERING" and his usual target in class is BEN.

mr adrian "ben! what's the cause of this suffering?!?"
*points bottle at his face*
ben "students didnt listen to sir to check their mails!"
mr adrian "say louder!"
ben "students didnt listen to sir to check their mails sir!"
mr adrian "how to end this suffering!!?"
ben couldnt answer.

then he walked to me. i thought, here i go. gg.com. this time sure kena kau kau one. because whenever he comes to you, he shouts and shoot you kau kau till you have nothing to say
(but jokingly manner, but still scary cause he talks right to your face)

mr adrian "you! you! how to end? ha? how to end?"
*knocks bottle on the table and points it right at me*
vivien "apologize!"
mr adrian "how to apologize?!"
vivien "say sorry!"
mr adrian "how to say sorry??!"
vivien "say sorry la"
mr adrian "how la?!"
vivien "IM SORRY SIR!"

everyone laughed.
*and yet, i dont know what's so funny. the way i say it?*
mr adrian moved his mouth the way he always move like he's munching on something, looked at me gave me an annoyed smile and walked away.

phew

thing is, i think i got it right, he has nothing to say anymore :) LOL

and yea, i got it right. cause he said "even i have to ask for you ppl to apologize. no initiative to apologize one"
LOL so funny la him
mr adrian, love him so mych la!! :)

1you.things are better, i guess
2you.look at me, look at you. there are differences
3you.tiamo
"sincere words are not beautiful, beautiful words are not sincere" - taoteching
*this is why i say, moral classes are mindfurging*
but, sincerity is the point :)

WHEN YOU THINK THINGS DONT GO YOUR WAY
change the inside (attitude) then it would everntually change the outside (outcome)

ti amo
ti amo
ti amo

loves

stop freeze evaporate

is your life difficult?
it's a question i'd like to ask
you're a diver im a logician
that's the difference
let's spoil my day and your day, shall we?

random

day after day, time passed away and i still got nothing done. i should seriously start arranging my notes for my finals now. furthermore, my sesk is super uber messy so it's hard to find the notes and all. sigh. exams again.

*run, yes run. - to the girl running behind me now to the photostate machine. run like it's a race. sorry im just so random*

holiday holiday holiday
when will it come? sigh
but, yet i dont want to go home too
and if im back home i'll be back for like WHOLE MONTH???
i just saw the notice that our orientation at the new campus is on 14th january for DH34
so if i go back on the 12th then 13 i come back kl, that's ONE WHOLE MONTH
shit hell. now it hits me hard on the head.
i just want to stop time.

3 more weeks to go till i finally get a break from everythi

i just want to rest and let it all go.

i'm feeling like how i felt last time

stop. freeze. evaporate.

parents are here for the weekend! yay.
loves

i ate all the alarm clocks

yea. that's the title of my post. i ate all the alarm clocks. just that, it was in my LAST LIFE. swt. i don't know why but it seems like i ate all the alarm clocks and karma is coming back to me. :( i've been racing with time since thursday night to be exact. FOOD SCIENCE or SHISHA? tough one. however, i chose food science. and i'm glad i chose it or else if i shisha-ed first and come back and study, i wouldnt be able to finish studying my food science. yea so i rushed thru all 6 chapters that night.

friday, it wasnt much of a rush but yet i didnt get enuf sleep. but, it was worth it then. loves. went all the way to petaling street to pig-out and then went around bukit bintang area in the car is rather relaxing. well, it just depends on who you relax your mind with. that bunch that night is just. . FUN.

saturday, starting of my karma. morning had to wake up at 8 (slept at 3 the night before) to do our Moral Project Music Video. well, it was a great day till MIDNIGHT. first of the music video shooting was good. had loads of fun and all. rainbow stayed over so at night we decided to chill at sunway. just grab dinner and walk around and stuff. it was really relaxing and it felt as if like we had no other assignments or assessment to do. i actually felt FREE. then went off to starbucks to just sit and chill.

*when midnight strikes thunder*

we realised on of our group members didnt reply us abt the plan for sunday's shooting. we panicked and rainbow got really upset. the whole day was great till the end. but at last, of course we settled things. pigging process came again. we went downstairs outside my place there to buy burger. :)

sunday, the day i loved my life more than ever. day was like super. . . speechless. ahh, you find your own words. first, shooting wasnt that great. limited ppl and limited sources. dayum. and we missed out a few shots due to the limited sources and also we had too many things in mind. and next, ppl who know me well would know that i hate the sun. well, not hate, but i really dont like being under the hot dayum sun. i dont like to sweat and all cause it just makes my hair icky and body sticky.

*pfft so much for being an athelete

after the whole day of work and sun, hopped onto a bus and guess what, to make my life more interesting and lovable.

THE FREAKING BUS BROKE DOWN

well ya. i dont want to complain. because, well, that's life. of course there would be ups and downs. when life gives you lemon, make lemonades. and make good ones. too bad i didnt make much of a good one yesterday, but just accept it drink it up, the one you made today and, guess what, the drink isnt that bad afterall. it might taste bad at first but at the end of the drink it turned out not bad. and no matter what, that cup of lemonade will finish up as well. so, just chill and smile through these days ppl.

loves